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I say as i constantly forget to update this blog... uhm... but i promise the tumblr one is done specifically for drawings!! I highly doubt i'll start yapping abt random stuff like i do here. Anyways, as of now, the tumblr blog looks relatively simple. Like, obviously it's been personalised, but not to the degree of this one. But to be honestly I think i'll be keeping it the way it looks, i don't think I'll do that many changes to it. I think. Who knows, maybe I do actually change it and make it more personalised. It's just that the coding is slightly different to the one here. Like, obviously it's the same coding. But i mean that i can't just copypaste the coding i have here to the one over there. So yeah...

Anyways, happy new year!!! I'm late of 4 days. Haha. Oopsie. Well, it could be worse, yk... so i think it's okay. Tbh I don't have any resolutions for this year. Tho I actually never had them. Like, I've never made them in my whole life, or at least I don't remember doing them. So i don't really know what to expect. Omg, also my exams are in like one month. A bit more. I think like a month an a week? more or less. I'm sooo scared wth. At least I have decided which exams to do. Which are contemparary art history (since it's a normal-memorising exam) and drawing (i'm allowed to draw cakes, so it should be a chill one). I'll leave digital video, anatomy and painting techniques for either june or september. I don't want to leave them for during the second year. Those three exams i'm leaving them more bcs I don't think I'll be able to finish on time. Digital video i'm 100% sure: we are supposed to have like half of the video (which is the exam) done by the first lesson after break, but my script isn't done yet and obviously we aren't allowed to start filming without showing the teacher the script. Anatomy, maybe I could make it for february, but I'm not sure. Half of the exam is doing a parsonal project and i have no idea on what to do it abt. I wanted cakes (again.) but the teacher quite literally did not help at all. That actually bothers me a lot. Ok, so for context, the second last tuesday i had lesson i went to revision, and showed her my drawings. after, she asked abt my personal project and i told her i wanted to include cakes but had no idea if it could work. So she said, and i quote "after tomorrow's theorical lesson come to me and we can talk abt it". So i did. And after waiting like 1h and a half standing i could finally go talk to her. And what happened, you may ask? I told her I had already said everything the day before and she said to "look up 'contemporary art cakes'". After 1h+ of waiting. She said smth in 30 second that she could have perfectly fine have said the day before. Wow, thanks, you've helped me so much!!1! And there's no excuse of like "oh but maybe on tuesday she didnt have time!1!!" bcs there was no one doing revision after me and it was 2h before she was supposed to stop recieving students. Like wtf?? So it really bothered me, especially since I wanted to get home asap, bcs it was the day my parents had arrived (which btw they left yesterday after lunch, this is so sad omg). And painting technniques... it's just a lote of stuff and some takes a long time to do (like an oil painting). The only thing is that for this one i need to do some stuff for th efirst lesson after break. Omg kill me now i don't want to work on them.

Also, i bought the too faced pressed powder!! Like the one that's heart-shaped!! It's genuinely soo soo soo cute. I cannot stop looking at it every like 10 minutes that i'm at my desk!! I literally don't care that i spent 40€ on it, i don't regret it. AND it also has a mirror, meaning i can also use it as one, and once i finish the powder i can put some random thing that can fit in its place (the powder's)!! Knowing myself it may end up being smth ness related. No idea what could be, but if i find smth, you best believe it will be abt my glorious magenta-eyed king.