Uhhh, actually don't have any good excuse fo not updating other than not having energy + forgetting to update. Well, I also didn't have much to talk (or rather write) abt. So I'm probably going to update the blog every week or so going forward, instead of every 3-4 days like I did before.

As for things that have actually happened and are remotely interesting, I... think I only have 3 to say. First of all, yesterday I was on holidays!!! Tho I'm back in uni today. My aunt, uncle, cousin and obviously me, we went to visit my brother! Hadn't seen him in a bit over a month, he came "visit me" when my mom came (he actually just came because my mom did). But anyways, it was fun. We stayed there for a bit over a day: arrived sunday at like 12 and left yesterday at around 16:30. Honestly speaking, we didn't visit much the place, but we're definetly going back, so it's not a problem. Also, I'm seeing him again next week!! Since he's coming to stay for christmas holidays. My parents are also coming. In fact, they're stopping by his city to pick him up on their (still talking abt my parents) way here. I'm really looking forward to not cooking, cleaning nor going to buy food for like 3 weeks. And obviously also seeing them.

Another thing, I'm lowkey going to die with uni work. I think I'm already behing on a whole lot of stuff. So I'm like really scared and at the same time oddly calm? I don't know how to explain it, but anyways. Hopefully I'll be able to catch up during the holidays, because if I don't I'll be fucked for my exams. I have them like halfway through february, but there are so many things to do, since most subjects are practical things rather than theorical (only have 2 "paper exams" (??) and 4 practical). I'm especially fucked for painting tecniches. Also a tiny tiny bit for digital video (don't have premier pro yet and we need it for basically every lesson going forward + the exam). Hopefully the teacher downloads it for me (was supposed to be last week but he told me that it would be difficult to find for my laptop, that's why i'm still waiting)

As for the last thing, I'm now at 163 followers on my tiktok account!!! I'm genuinely soooo happy!! Tho it still bothers me that so many of my followers ignore completely what I post. But anyways, rn I'm not too annoyed abt it (tho I'll probs be agian).


Edit: it's like 2h later, and I now have premier pro!! meaning i can now work on the digital video stuff i have and will have to work on!! yay