Today my period came. It was very painful, but I now feel much better!! Usually the first day of my period is seriously painful. Like, crying, nausea and not being able to move much type of painful. Usually with some medicine and a waterbag the pain goes away, but since my period came before I expected it, I wasn't really prepared. The last three or so months it came a bit late. Like, the tracking app I use had "possible" days and "expected" days to have a period, and it had been coming the third or fourth "expected" day these past few months. Today was the second "possible" day, and the first "expected" day was on monday, when I go back home. As such, I had only taken a couple of pads in case it came earlier than expected, but not thinking that would happen. And because of that, I didn't take medicine (was lucky I had something that I had asked for at the nurse's office back during exam season, in case pain came. in the middle of an exam) nor a water bag (and at my grandma's there are none). So that was painful. Plus it didn't go away with the medicine and I wasn't able to make myself throw up (something I do in extreme cases, since after throwing up I get sleepy and if I then go to sleep, the pain goes away until the next period). But oh well, at least it has now gone away! Yippie!
Oh and two days ago it was not only my (Spanish) grandma's birthday, but also my son's!! Do you want to see him? I mean, of course you do!! Here he is!. He's so cute, don't you think? Unfortunately, I'm stuck as a single mother, caring for him and his older sister (this is a picture of her). I hope I'll soon find a parent (either a father or another mother) for them. I want them to grow with another parental figure, even if they're both already five (my daughter's birthday is in July)
And I also went to my grandma's hometown (still two days ago). It was partially for some bank stuff between her, my mom and I think some money of my great-grandpa's? And also to pick up some stuff from her childhood home, since they'reselling it. I was already grieving a house I had never seen. And now that I've seen it I'm grieving even more. This is so sad. Like, the garden was literally three floors. I feel so stupid grieving a house I've seen once for like 20 minutes, but I promise it's justified!! You could literally see the potential it all had. But no one wanted to spend so much money for not that much (the house was divided into 3 apartments back when my grandma was a child, and her and her brother only inherited their apartment, not the whole building, I think the rest went to the other (far) family members that lived there)