I'm soo bored. I genuenly don't know what to do. I can't find anything interesting on youtube, can't use my phone because it's charging (and it needs to charge as much as it can, since in like 1h we're going to my aunt's), can't work on my art homework since I forgot to take the white paint from my locker and I need to paint over someone's drawing on the canvas I'm using (the school gives us used canvas, idk why) and have no energy for homework. I don't know what to doooo (ノД`) That's also why I'm posting an update so soon, I need to kill time. And distract myself from my grandma's (fake) ramblings (like, she starts yapping abt false stuff, like why I was beefing in summer with an ex friend of my cousin's (he spashed sea water into my eyes various times unprovoked, wouldn't leave me, my cousin and her friends alone when he had the whole beach AND water, threw a dirty plate into my face for no reason, said I was so ugly the mirror broke whenever I looked at myself and so much more). I'm getting angry just by thinking abt it. Plus his family litterally did nothing whenever I went to tell them??? Like, his grandma literally had been calling me pretty, saying I looked like some random painting and I don't know what, but when I went to tell her his dear grandson had thrown a dirty plate at my face just because I was showing some music to my friend and I got angry, then I was suddenly the bad guy??? I need to calm down. I cannot start getting angry at a spoiled brat I saw in August.

I guess I now found something to do. Be angry. _:(´□`」 ∠):_

But back to the going to my aunt's, I'm pretty happy. I really love my cousin. She's like my younger sister. Plus, we have many interests in common!! I really love her, I'm so happy she's my cousin and not someone else's (well she has her other side of her family, but not any first cousins like my brother or me). Talking about my brother, I really miss him. I think he should have come to Italy too, but he said he didn't have holidays, so I guess nothing can be done about that. I hope he comes home again soon. Even though he tends to only come for like 3 days.