I’m on holidays!!! (Since Friday afternoon) Soo happy!! I cannot wait to not do anything!! Actually that’s false. I’m going to have to work on my portfolio for uni applications, an art project (/homework), studying for exams and some other homework. But hopefully it isn’t too much!!! But now I’m at my grandma’s, so I should be able to get away with not doing anything (for example, today I woke up at like 11:40 an no one said anything; granted, I usually wake up at that time on weekends, but I ate breakfast and no one batted an eye, while at home my parents would tell me to not eat anything at that time)

On another note, Ness is so fine. Like, Blue Lock Ness. Have I read bllk? No. Will I read it in the future? No. Am I a poser for this? Kinda not? I mean, I’m not claiming to have read it. But like, K*iser (yeah, censored, what abt it) fumbled sooo bad. I could and would treat Ness so much better than him. AND femNess?? They both are soo… Yeah. I feel like I’m back in my 2020 something Kenma phase. Gosh it’s embarrassing. But at least I’m aware, so I won’t repeat the same mistakes. I’m just really surprise that I’ve fallen again into this thing of liking 2d characters a bit too much. I feel second hand embarrassment for future me while looking at present me. But again, I won’t repeat the same mistakes as with my Kenma phase!!1! At least I hope. Tokimitsu is algo fine af. With me, he wouldn’t need to feel so stressed. AND Kuon too!!! He’s too fine to be doing all of that. I would have treated him better than his ex-teammates (pre-bllk, not talking about team z). Also a bit Zantetsu. They kinda show that I have a type, tho I don’t think it’s too obvious, you kinda need to look more into it. I think. Although I don’t really know it it translates irl or not. I haven’ t liked many guys, and they were kinda forced (guy 1=dream where I had a crush on him, guy 2=to get over guy 1, guy 3=I was bored). Don’t even know if for girls it’s the same or not.

Edit: I really feel embarrased for future me, I keep on watching tiktoks abt Ness and giggling as if he was an actual guy. Free me from this madness. I don't know how I'll act when he gets animated or when I'll start liking an actual person (like, someone that isn't a character). I fear for what my future self will think of current me.