Today I did my eco test on employment and unemployment. I think it's safe to assume I'm failing. I read the first question ('define unemployment and relate it to youth unemployment) and I was like 'I'm definetely getting a 7!!'. Then got to the third question... How was I supposed to know the difference between classical and Keynesian unemployment?! And the question was 10 out of 33 points. So yeah, I'm probably failing...
I also got very annoyed at lunch today. The thing is, there's this girl, an ex? friend, who keeps eating with my friends and I. It's not like I can do anything, since she gets along with them, so I just ignore her completely and talk with the others. But the thing is, today a friend started going on on how she's really nice or stuff like that. And it made me very annoyed. The reason why we're not friends anymore is because, during exams weeks back in January, these friends left without me (we had lunch break), so I stayed with this girl. Being annoyed at them, I complained a bit, and she also asked me about it. Then I reached a point where I was very angry so I just stopped talking (whenever I get angry I do that to avoid blowing up on people). And then, this girl said "if you act that way [as in, getting angry and not saying anyithing], then no wonder they ignored you". I'm sorry, what?! I had previously already told her (various times!) how I had been in a friend group where I felt so ignored that my mental health hit rock bottom and it's the reason I started going to a psychologist. And she said that, despite knowing my stance on being ignored?? So I clearly stopped talking to her. And of course I got very annoyed when this friend started talking about how "she's too nice". Like, what?
Sorry, I ranted quite a bit about this, I didn't really want to take up so much space just for it, but I had been wanting to get this off of my chest. Plus I can't vent about this girl to my friends because they are also friends with her and will probably try to fix things (when I very obviously not want to, unless she apologises, but I doubt that will happen).